judgment day.

I feel like its judgment day. Honestly. I have the most horrible anxiety waiting for these people to be done with my application.
What if they don't have a decision today? I don't think I can push it back any more. I'm going to end up making a decision without knowing, and I'm gonna have to stay here to be safe.
I really can't deal with this anymore. Like, my chest is all tight as if I have heart burn, and my stomach is all in knots, and my mind is just everywhere.
Won't someone throw me a freaking bone and just help me?! GAHHH.
I might cry! .......AGAIN!