Smile

Beautiful Lyrics. A timeless song sung by many artists through the years. Now seems extremely powerful to me after hearing Jermaine Jackson sing it for Michael Jackson's memorial.

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

If the Dr.'s office is rude......

Does it seem to anyone else that every time you call the doctor's office to make an appointment you get the 3rd degree and the secretary is rude? What is with that? Do they hate their job so much that innocent patients who might very well be having a serious problem end up embarrassed after hanging up?

My family has already left one doctor's office back in California due to a rude secretary. This is how my conversation the other day with the doctor's office went:

*ring ring*

Dr-"This is Shannon."
-Uhh, hi! Can I make an appointment with Dr. Tetor?
Dr-"For what."
-Umm...well, I'm kind of...having a problem.
Dr-"Oooooookay. What is the problem?"
-I need an appointment.
Dr-"When."
-Either today or tomorrow?
Dr-"Let me check..........no openings. Call back later."
-Ok......will there be openings later?
Dr-"I don't know."

*click*

Bitch.

Today, this is how it went.

*ring ring*

Dr-"This is Shannon."
-I need an appointment with Dr. Tetor.
Dr-"For what."
-UMMMM, PERSONAL? (in my best attitude ever)
Dr-"Oh, well the reason why we ask is because blah blah blah"
-Ok, well it's generally personal then.
Dr-"Ok, hun! Whats your name? Does 10:00 work?"

Wow, talk about an attitude change when I put her back in place! Sucker.
Moral of the story is, if the doctor's office is rude to you, be rude back. And don't let them make you feel like shit on the phone. It is NOT the secretary's business what you need an appointment for. :)

The Nanny

Whew! Babysitting all day takes the wind right out of me! Being a nanny is probably the most exhausting job EVER. Kid's have way too much energy for their own good!

I babysat for 2 (different) little boys today, one 4 and one 14 months. We played at the park for a few hours with my best friend Jill who I gave my other nannying job to for the day, with the twin boys. So they all played and wore themselves out, and wore me out too!

I just keep reminding myself how much I adore kids, and how much worse a summer job could be. I get paid a lot, I'm always entertained, and it's perfect.

Tomorrow: Back to the twins (I missed them today) and taking them to the pool! Another exhausting day on the horizon so I'm planning on falling asleep right after the bachelorette. It's going to be great.

4th of July

Especially in the last 8 years, I haven't felt very patriotic on the 4th of July. I've pretty much always seen it as a day where people get together for BBQ's and drink and light fireworks off for no apparent reason.

Last year, I actually was staring at some fireworks, kinda mesmerized by them. It's special because it's an experience you only get once a year. It's not something you see or do everyday, and I really love taking that in. Everyone in this country is doing the same thing at the same time, basically coming together (for whatever purpose, whether it be for the country or not) and that is a beautiful thing. It's very rare that people join together in celebration, and whether you are patriotic or not, this coming together for one night in celebration is a truly special and beautiful thing.

I have had 2 Grandfathers fight for this country's honor, and if there is one thing I can count on, it's that my dad will ALWAYS recognize that and hang his fathers American Flag outside our home.

I'm disappointed that it happens to be pouring rain in Parker, Colorado right now, but I hope it stops in time for the festivities to begin.

I am so proud of this country this year. Some people may disagree with me, but I think we are heading in such a better direction than we have been, and for me, that's what I'll be celebrating this year. Overcoming obstacles and looking forward to reaching the potential this country has.

We are lucky enough to have a country worth celebrating, and to have something to celebrate once a year. So, whatever you choose to celebrate this 4th of July, freedom, liberty, beer? at least we can acknowledge the coming together of people everywhere and THAT is what makes this country amazing.

We don't all have to be celebrating the same thing, but we sure as hell are all celebrating.

My Sister's Keeper

I read "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult in 24 hours at the beginning of this summer. I had been wanting to read it for a while because from the first page it was intriguing. Such an interesting and unique topic, I wondered, how does someone have the creative capacity to come up with such a controversial topic?

The book lived up to it's expectations. Twists and turns and surprises and I never lost interest once. I was so excited when I heard they were making it into a movie, I could hardly wait till it came out.

I saw the movie tonight with my mother who has also read the book, twice. It started off a lot like the book. Same story line, same format, almost the same dialogue even. We both found ourselves crying like babies because we knew what was going to happen, and plus the topic is so sad how can you NOT cry?

***If you haven't read the book/seen the movie, there may be spoilers below***

At the exact same moment, my mother and I both stopped dead in our tears, in shock. They changed the entire ending of the book. Not only did the story change in it's entirety, it sent a completely different message. It no longer captured the theme of the book, the meaning of life vs death (I guess in a way it did, but in a completely DIFFERENT way) and the meaning and profoundness of family relationships.

It was one of the most amazing books I have ever read and I am so sad and disappointed to say that the movie did not even come CLOSE to doing it justice. Fellow readers of the book will probably agree with me, because the ending of the book WAS the story. The ending of the book was EVERYTHING. The ending of the book is the only reason for reading and loving it.

If you haven't read it, I highly recommend it. It truly is a great read. If you have seen the movie and not read the book yet, I still would suggest reading it because you will like it 10 times more than the movie.

WW again.

I don't even remember what week it is on weight watchers! I think its week 6? Anyways, last week I lost my first 5 pounds which put me at a total of 5.2 pounds lost. Not bad!

This week, I was a little worried. My parents were out of town so I was fending for myself a lot and I didn't really feel like I was doing all that well.

Turns out, I stayed exactly the same weight. I am totally happy with it because I would rather stay the same weight than gain. So, I would call this week a success, considering how I felt about it.

This week, I feel really motivated. I am going to try really hard to have a good week and lose some more weight. I'm going to stick to my diet, despite the 4th of July, try to exercise more with walking and stuff, and hopefully I will be even more happy with next week's results.

Followers of my blog!!!!

To my 4 followers that make me feel special for blogging: I am starting another blog! I'm keeping this one, of course, but I am also starting a different one where I can write different kinds of things in. This one is kind of like my personal blog where I just freely write about my day, my opinions, post personal pics and such, but my other one will be more about things like music, photography, movies, fashion, etc. I think it'll be fun! Not so serious, but more for enjoyment and interest.

It would be really sweet/cool/awesome/amazing/appreciative if the people who have been following this one could get me started on my other one and follow that one too and let me know what you think? I would love the 4 of you forever :) (even though I already do because you take interest in this one.)

Go to: http://peace-is-love.blogspot.com/

It's still a work in progress but once I get going with it, I think it will be pretty enjoyable!

LoveLoveLove you all <3